11 June 2010

How much does hard work pay off?

I have been very dedicated to my job for the past 2+ years. It is a very very busy atmosphere, we have been broken in by people coming & going the staff never last. We end up shorthanded it is rough. I am the only person there full time, so I ride the wave day in & out, open to close. I am very knowledgeable with the system so a lot of my colleagues come to me for answers & support, without taking a breath to breathe I assist them, loving that I have that power. I have numbers at work that I must met, & while we were staffed well & I had other full time colleagues to help out the work place I exceeded my goals every month had beautiful numbers!! That was the norm for Alisha to have golden numbers across the board.

It used to be so much fun, BUT now I am tired, worn out. At some point this has to be all a nightmare that I will get to wake up from, at this point it has not it very much is realistic. I can not keep doing this... busting my ass & not even offered a promotion. Oh wait what is: "I can see you in that (a higher position than my current one) in about a year you just stay on that same path"? Ok I see, so keep busting my ass beyond belief without sending the work place staff who will stay in this zoo ? Keep training all the part time people that you do send by my self? Which is waist of my fucking time because they will for sure quit sooner than later? You expect me to make my numbers when there is shit to be taken care of that for some reason I am the only person who can fix it? Have I mentioned dealing with people who get angry as fuck at me? Forgetting I did not make up the policies here!!!!!!

Oh & if I meet one more lazy ass fucker I think I will just dig my own grave. Laziness at work kills me, you think you can just be lazy & I bust my ass & we have the same job title? FUCK NO! I am the most depended on person at that place. I just want to be given credit its long overdue.


I'm not throwing any shade at folks who work in life, I am just stating my opinions. They say you have to sacrifice in life to make a living & I am truly grinding. Guess I'll just continue to pray for strength & count my blessing that's how I got by thus far.

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