31 August 2009

Best Of Both Worlds

when I sit back and think of my life over the last 5 years which would take me back to about 16 years old I think about how I have seen the best of both worlds.



I was not born on the south-side where I grew up which means I have family other places. Like the north-side where my grandma & bio dad lives, its not the NICEST area in the town but I am not ashamed of where they live, or where I am from.





I have been around people who live in million dollar houses & drive hundred thousand dollar cars. I have also been around people who know people that get killed every other week from violence in an area there forced to live in, and that have never lived in a HOME only an apartment. People that will eat out everyday in a month & people that can't even scrape up money to eat at chili's for one night. I have been on Rodeo Drive & I have been in the real trap.




I have been around the bright college educated & I have been around the hood rich d boys who would rather sale crack rocks than get a job or be that educated college alumni.




I have been around passport holders who have been as far as Paris & I have been around people that have never been outside of there zip code.




I have seen the silver spoon (not born with it) & I have seen that spoon heated with the drug on it.




I try my hardest not to judge anyone instead I try and stay away from what's wrong, you know the negative who don't mean you any good. I know some people in this world need to do what they need to do to survive but I don't agree with doing something negative your whole life just because its fast money but instead turn it into so the other side of the world that good side that positive side. I try to help people with my words & letting them know God is worthy of all things just go to him. I have a son I am a mom & I need God to help me raise him so that we can see the positive things AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE THROUGH-OUT LIFE.




Have you been blessed enough to have seen the best of both worlds & know positive from negative?

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