The Word Love.

So as I sit here and think about Life, one thing sticks out in particular. That one thing is LOVE. I am young yes I know, but does that feeling that you get when your in love have an age limit?

I fell in love in high school, did ANY & EVERYTHING for him. My heart stuck to him so HARD & wouldn't let go. That feeling right there was amazing to me. I mean wanting to be with him every second of the day. Text, calls, letters, emails, dates, going to sleep next to him, waking up next to him, being a rebel to world ALL FOR LOVE.

Love can make you do crazy things and I was hooked on it. It felt so good. Till this day years after graduation I still crave that feeling but at this point it is for no one since I am single. Nonetheless days go by and I daydream about being in a relationship with someone who I'd experience unconditional LOVE with.

BUT

It is hard for me because flaws that have happened in the past. Won't go into details but I'll just say it's like you reach for love and you touch, feel, ear, see, smell and taste it for a short moment and man that feeling is like oh so good only before it shoots you down. Then you lay there with a wound that only time could heal. After it is all said and done and the wound is gone, your not silly enough to try it again afraid to get shot again. Or are you, is it so resistible that you ARE RIGHT BACK THERE REACHING.

So then I'm like wait something isn't right so then I critique every man in the world, blinded by the wound & LOVE guards up and all. LIKE FUCK EVERY MAN, but that's not fair. I hate when women say "There isn't any good men out here" I really HATE that, I don't believe that and it is so hard for me to think any different, BUT I do. One day LOVE will LOVE me back.

I HATE waiting though it sucks, someone needs to experience this love I have TO SHOW. I don't want it to be to late though. I am trying to reach my goals & dreams of becoming an Actress. That is a road to travel & all I'm saying is IT WOULD BE BEAUTIFUL if someone my LOVER traveled it with me, my heart is HUGE to big not to share.

The Day I Get Married my LOVE LIFE will glow for eternity.

The End